Bye bye beautiful

Woke up pretty early, good sleep too. I cleaned just about everything. Just to get my mind off things. Now there is nothing left to do. Just waiting for my mom to get home so I can leave and try to get my mind off things. I've noticed I have a really hard time holding my tongue (not literally). I'm in a weird mood today. Too many moods actually. I'm currently listening to Coheed and Cambria. I was going through my old cds and I found "In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth: 3", so I decided to import into my itunes. I haven't listened to them in forever. Srsly. Reminds me of freshman year, I was obsessed with them ha. I still remember all the words I think, singing pretty loud. Hmm, I miss the simple times. Fuck, so much shit going on right now. I'm not sure what to think. About anything. Mixed signals, lies, and too many feelings. I'm prbly just thinking too much. Or not. Anyways. It's beautiful outside. Hopefully things get better later in the day.