Long-overdue

This shouldn't affect me anymore. But it does. It hurts, a lot. But fuck, I feel as if there's absolutely nothing I can do. I have been trying to be soooo optimistic, and keep myself busy. And trying to get over it just makes it last longer. Or so it seems.

Now I listen to a few songs off Shudder before I get in the shower. Then sleep.

AND I MISS MY KITTY DEARLY.